Malaysia Cup Final

Dear diary,

With red shirts, we are headed to Stadium Nasional Bukit Jalil to watch the Malaysia Cup final match between Kelantan and Negeri Sembilan tonight. Lets support our own local teams..



go! go! Red Warrior can do it!! haihhh semangat lebih pulak.... heeee heeee.

Walimatulurus.

Finally, better half managed to collect our wedding invitation card.

The cards are really nice and fulfill our desires. Alhamdulillah.

Contented.

To those who are invited, the card will be sending out soon after. =)

To those who will not be invited, please apologies, as this is only a small celebration and will be attended by close family members and close buddies.

To all friends who wish to paint the town red and make it merrier, kindly leave your mailing address as it will be easier for me to send out the invitation card. Thank you.

Down In the Dumps.

I was at Klana Resort Seremban for two days, 31st October & 1^st November 2009 for Winning Performance Culture Team Engagement.

I managed to accomplish most of outdoor activities. Though it’s not easy to overcome fear of height but at least, I managed to climb 12 feet wall with full support & assistance from all of the superb team members. Bravo, Ellena.

When I came back to work on Monday morning, one of my office mate give me out a question “best tak pi team building?”

Honestly, it’s just so-so. It was unremarkable moment for me. I noticed, all the colleagues are still feeling the “heat” & “fire” of it, but not me. When I stepped into office on Monday’s morning, they did a very out, loud-mouthed war-cry, but I silently, wordlessly sit at my place with unpleasant, nasty smile and down face.

Straight from my shoulder, it was moderately good for ME. I was not really motivated. What have caused it happened? Personally, something is bothering my mind since a week ago which I was not supposed to amass that “thing” with me all through team engagement days.

Too bad, this weedy Ellena let this sticky situation winning her mind throughout those days. I was not okay at all and I knew all colleagues noticed about this gloomy girl. I gave bad smiles to others. I refused to do few things. I let myself single-handedly and toddle around the resort unaccompanied.

And to my Transformers team members:

Sorry for ‘saying no’ for a number of activities & thank you for those who had replaced me.

Sorry for being unhappy and sluggish team member.

Sorry for being jaded.

Sorry for the all unpleasant smiles.

Fortunately, on the Halloween night, my mood was back to normal. We performed a drama and surprisingly we won the second place.

That night, we danced, we sang songs together and enough said I really-really get pleasure from that moment. I had a good time with my colleagues.

Thank you to my better-half who made an effort to wake up in early morning, without having mealtime together and drove me to Seremban, dissimilar with others who were taking bas to reach there. Heart you, so much.

And;

I’m still jaded till this moment….

1st.

Hey diary. I have been vanished for sooooo many days & week from this blog-sphere. The main cause is no internet connection and it made me sick. Sincerely sick. I bought P1WIMAX few weeks ago but it’s spilled me as I was not able to connect to internet, after check here and there; placed the modem here and there in finding the signal; I was informed that my residence is out of coverage. What the heck. At the time when I intend to register, the seller, bukan main lagi said this, said that, tapi? Consequently, within the cooling period, I’ve cancelled my account. Geram tapi tak berapa puas hati as I need to wait for 45days to get the refund cheque. Last night, I managed to enroll for 3GB Maxis Broadband since pop round at Tropicana City. I’m glad for the reason that it’s just a small device which I can carry to anywhere. Luckily, it’s performing well. Alhamdulillah.

Today is already 10 Zulkaedah. Yeah diary, I haven’t posted any post about my great Raya. Some of blog lovers did email me and enquired about my missing. I’m still alive, hale and hearty. He he he.

Syawal this year has been a wonderful Syawal for me.The most important and remarkable moments during Syawal ni, masa berkumpul adik beradik kat dapur, after berbuka puasa on the last Ramadhan, all daughters, we gathered together to get food preparation untuk hari raya, sesi masukkan biskut raya into canister, prepare the table and our living hall. It’s so good fun. Jauh dalam hati, I’m worried all these sweet moments will be distant from me once I get married. It’s hard to say……but I know, it will happen someday soon… I love to be the most important head kat rumah on malam raya, kemas rumah, prepare all the foods, but..entahla.. It’s hard to say… as my 3^rd sister said despairingly and with a sigh on malam raya “sorang lagi kahwin, tak tahulah raya tahun depan camne”……. It was sadden me…..

Similar with the past few years, our main dishes on the first Hari Raya is nasi minyak with chicken curry unchanged. Tapai Pulut and ketupat daun palas wajib ada, this is my much-loved food during Hari Raya. Rasa tak lengkap raya kalau tak ada ketupat daun palas. On second day of hari Raya, Mama & I managed to prepare lontong & fried macaroni. Hurm, lontong ni pun wajib buat every Syawal ni. It was as yummy as before.

Several friends asked about my wedding preparation.. Alhamdulillah, so far, we had stroke out a few things already such as kursus kahwin, HIV test, wedding invitation cards which will be in hand by next week, make-up artist, door gifts, bertandang’s outfit, bunga telur, bunga manggar and etc. oh ya diary, I’m looking for a kompang troop which I have not find it yet. I realized, it’s so difficult to find kompang troop in Kelantan.

In fact, I intend to do the ‘hantaran’ things on my own; still I do not have enough time to decorate all those things, thus terpaksa tempah all the gubahan and decoration.

There is a main thing need to be settled without delay - all the nikah-kahwin forms. Nampaknya, we need to balik kampong dalam masa terdekat ni…

What I’ve learnt from this preparation, it’s not easy to get married. He he he. Seriously, there are many things need to be done.. All the sweet and nasty things that better-half & I came across throughout our preparation will be etched in my mind eternally. Sometime, unpleasant and unwanted things happened. Sometime, I like it but he dislikes it. Sometime, we disagreed and argue for simple things. Sometime, we do not have the same opinion. Sometime, we are not in the same mind. But, in the last part, we see eyes to eyes and we say yes. I’m truly glad and thankful that I’m going to marry someone who is always with me in my good & bad times…… InsyaAllah.

Ok, it's time for lala land. nite.

Jari.

Alhamdulillah, better half managed to get our wedding ring three days before Syawal.. Contented, enough said.

Satay Station’s Buffet moments

Here are Satay Station’s Buffet moments with better-half during last Ramadhan:

Sahur.

Dah jadi rutin di bulan Ramadhan, bersahur di Harun Maju Ara Damansara. Since today, better half kerja, so i wish to have jalan2/window shopping kat Jln Tar.. Happy Fasting, hips.

To-Do List

Alhamdulillah, managed to get few items:
Kurung Putih For Solemnization Day Done
Bridal Dais Done
Wedding Attire For Groom (Solemnization & Reception Day) Done

Pending items:
Wedding Invitation Card
Wedding Course
Door Gift
Make Up For Solemnization Day Henna
Wedding Attire For Bride (Solemnization & Reception Day)
Few Items For Hantaran (Toiletries & Quran)

Rindu Kampung

Alhamdulillah, we arrived at KL around 1030pm last night. Though we were weary and worn-out but we were so happy; at least we managed to spend two and half days with our beloved family members at kampung. Two days managed to break fasting with mama were so precious.

Alhamdulillah, I managed to have most Kelantan cuisine yang tak dapat cari di KL. =) heheh… some of them is Kuih Net Bak (ni memang susah nak jumpa kat KL, dah 6 tahun di KL tapi tak pernah jumpa) Ayam Percik Yati, Kuih Akok (even if KL ada Akok tapi tak sama theee-heee) andddd…banyak lagi….. aiihhh.. lepas raya, confirm kena diet gile..

wuhuuu.. less than 3 weeks, balik kampung lagiiii... bestttt..

To Sis Ann, happy Birthday. May your special day be filled with memories and flowers, friendship and happy hours.. cepat kahwen, okay =)

2nd day of Ramadhan

Hips,
I had a hectic weekend. Sangat-sangat penat sampai tertidur, tak tersedar nak bangun bersahur. Fortunately, mom called and woke me up, tu pun dah pukul 5.30am. haiih… I had cornflakes & fresh milk to full up my tummy. Harap-harap kenyang sampai waktu berbuka.


Last night, berbuka di seafood restoran di Kg Baru, Nang Kam. All the meals that we ordered really comply with our needs. Ikan Siakap masam manis, sayur kailan ikan masin, tom yam ayam, telur dadar and 2 watermelon juices worth rm50.70. Enough to say, memang puas hati, service tip top, all meals sampai on time. Better-half kekenyangan sampai tak leh nk drive ya? *heee heee*

And I managed to grab a watch for ‘him’ yesterday… not for me this time as part of our hantaran list. He seems so happy and gave a cheerful smile sampai ke kereta, as this is the watch which he has been eyeing since 2-3 months ago.


Okay, talk soon.

Sahur

dear Diary... I managed to wake up at 4am,around 4.30am, better-half picked me up and we had nasi goreng at Hairun Maju.. Happy fasting, hips...

Besar sungguh hajat di hati...

Jentayu burung di awan
Batu gemala penghias mahkota
Tepak sirih di atas puan
Itulah mula pembuka kata

InsyaAllah, malam ni, kami akan menerima kunjungan dari pihak lelaki, dengan penuh adab kami menerima...

Fat No More

see.......... better-half is weighing himself on a scale.....

oh! fat no more!! =)

before
after

hey Mr Diary,
Better-half recently reduced almost 10 kilos. He did it in a completely natural and healthy way. yaaa....exercise is certainly a major part of his weight loss success. some more, he controls what he puts into his mouth..
I’m so proud of you, dear.
Ya…. he always keep remind me that it's not impossible to look and feel great...ohhh..puasa tak lama dah ni.......Sila Ber-diet, Ellena!

Patiently awaiting.

Dear diary,

During these months of wedding planning and getting things ready, I’m thinking about making my big day simple yet perfect and at the same time, better-half and I also planning the changeover to a married life, it can’t be deny.
We’re planned to find a ‘nest’ to be rented, shyly after Hari Raya Puasa. Most probably, it’ll be somewhere around Ampang or Pandan Indah. Precisely, in the center of KL. bukan tak nak tinggal kat Damansara lagi, but… jauh sangatt dengan tempat kerja….. We preferred more on terrace house compared with apartment. Why? senang nk cuci kereta, moi boyfriend kata… ya, you’re right, dear. heee heee. Later, tak ada excuse kalau rim baby neo saya tak berkilat ya. =P

Essentially, 4 months to go before the big day. Most of the items in our to-do list have not been strike out yet, there’s still 70% pending. Wedding invitation card? Tak design lagi. Door gift? belum jumpa lagi. Oh yeah, kursus kahwin belum attend lagi. Barang-barang for hantaran, belum habis beli lagi. Probably Pusat Kursus Perkahwinan Bandar Damansara will be our choice. When? During ramadhan, perhaps.

We chose better-half’s close-friend, Azri as our official photographer & he will shoot our most memorable day nanti, and for bridal make-up, I’ve booked make-up artist, Auntie Norlida, to do the putting of the suitable make ups on my face.

We’re looking for a nice wedding invitation card. All I want is just a simple, presentable but elegant kind of wedding invitations. Hurmm… A simple but nice would be right with me…

Personally, there were so many emotions mixed up at this moment. So many things lingering in my mind… I know I am getting anxious of everything whether my big day will turn out fine. i keep remind myself that i need to reside with my budget since there are still many things we have to chew over right after the wedding. Better-half always said, "Sayang, we will work things out together so there’s no reason to get so stressed & anxious about this preparation". I am just so fortunate that I always have his support; I have his hand tapping on my shoulder saying "everything will be alright, don't worries too much....".

Owh ya. We planned to have our pre-wedding photography before our big day. Photographer? We have not decided yet… Tak tahu nak pilih sapa……… sabau je la….



Oh diary…

Excite.

yuhuuuuuuuuu!

i managed to blog with my own lappy now! happy banget! =)

to all of my darlings who are graduated today, Happy Graduation! I heart you all so much.. sorry because i was not there today to share the joy.........................

Hantaran part I

We took one day leave today, did survey a few things to be made as our wedding's hantaran. End up, better-half managed to get me the lovely handbag as one of hantaran list. So happy. It's so lovely,dear. Luv it. Luv it. =)


No fret, i love u more than the bag! =p

bride-to-be?

Dear diary,
It’s not official yet, but really close to it...
I am the future wife.
It's so strand going from single woman to a married woman, from miss to mrs, from one become two.
Better-half and I have been together for few years.
We've been through great times and extremely hard times together.
We've helped each other when needed and made life decisions together.
Well……… now it's finally going to happen.
I really am marrying my dearest-best-friend and I can't wait for it.
I'm really excited about this.

Plus, he has made me even more excited about my wedding’s preparation.


Erm.. I’m dreaming about an adorable, ‘faeearytale’ wedding…. Heeee =D

Talk soon.

Bowled over..

hye sluggish diary…
Today, finally, I manage to update my blog yang berhabuk dan bersarang labah-labah ni dari office.
Alhamdulillah. I felt like speechless sekejap, surprised, tergamam, tak boley bwat kerja. Omaigudnesss… Kenapa? Sebab dapat berblog! Kenapa excited sangat? Sebab normally, bila bukak blogspot dia akan display macam ni:

Your network already blocked http://ellenagothicfairy.blogspot.com/.. Kindly contact your network administrator for assistance.. bla.. bla.. sangat tension. Huh..

Hurm…
Better half’s ears yang selalu menjadi tempat luahan-luahan dan segala macam jenis doa, hoping that someday later, boleh ber-blog dari office.. bukan tak dapat ber-blog dari rumah but my lappy tak ON since decade ago.. cehh...
Ey wait, thankful to Allah, my lappy dah back to normal after di format & di operate kan by my BIL. But now, not with me yet… no fret, at least, lappy dah back to normal.. suke =)

baru realize, i <3 JASPAL.

My sluggish Blog.

Dear diary,
We’re going to have a small celebration for our betrothal in less than 2 months. Nothing can express my excitement… memang happy.. and syukur sangat…. Spying ceremony (merisik) already done early this month… both families highlighted the betrothal ceremony to be done in September, after Syawal indeed. I am so happy for it. =)

This blog will be taking a “hiatus-vacation” for the near future, until I can scrape together enough time to start posting again. Ideally, there would be rare but infrequent posting, but it’s not yet clear how much. At the same time, though, I do not want this blog to sit completely stagnant… urrghhh… but… it have to… benci!

Our Small Celebration

Buah keranji kulitnya hitam,
Masak sebiji atas peti;
Sirih pinang akan dikirim,
Sebab boleh kehendak hati...

Splash Out Time

splash out time with better-half's team engagement.

Legs.

I have big calves. Girls, you know..it's just suc*s when i'm cant buy several types of jeans especially skinny jeans which i've been eyeing 1-2 years ago.. Currently, i'm concentrate on toning them. Some people say, walking is one of best thing to slim down the lower part.. Uhuhu. I'd love them to look long and lean..but how?.. Susah sgt.. Uhuhu..

Super Duper Happy

dear diary,
it has been an exciting news..alhamdulillah, we're ready for it.. I'm happy,super duper happy indeed...

Better half, thank you so much for being the person that i could talk to..and thank you for never leaving me through the tough and ugly times..

my best friend's wedding

with the newly wed, ana.

Happy Birthday, better-half.

A rainy day

it's raining.. I love the smell..i'm alone in this small room.
Bau 'teddy's dream' memenuhi segenap inci bilik.
Yesterday,spent half of the day with Mama. Mama, better-half & I had our lunch together at Sunway Pyramid,the we rushed to Subang Airport.. Almost 2 weeks mama was here,spent her free time with us, her anak-anak.. Then, better- half & I headed to OU, after we spent almost 8hours there, we went to Teh Tarik Place, one of my favourite place in The Curve & met Better half's friend.. Tired.. Sgt penat..but sgt puas hati.. Reached home at 12 midnight..

To Leen, happy belated birthday, dear. Aku tahu, its too late, so sorry...yes, better late than never. :( moga panjang umur, murah rzeki & cpt kahwen,okay? Many happy return. Luv all my sayangs & i missed all those memories during my study in Uniten. May GOD bless all of u.

End.

Dissapeared.

Place: The Coffee Bean, The Curve.
Time: 10.00 pm

Hi guys! To those friends yg always pay ur visit to this dusty blog,thousand appologise... The main..and the only reason why this lovely blogspehere was not updated because it was blocked by my company..thus,I do not have enough time to google it from home. Seriously, damn tired once reach home. Only God & better half too, know how much i missed to 'coret2' here.. Uhuhu. So, tonight we manage to lock our bump kt coffee bean anddd..google internet, not with lappy but with hp. Alhamdulillah,akhirnye berupdate jgk blog ni. .
So far, everythings are okay & run smoothly...
To all fellow readers,i miss u all especially my darling2 & kak ann..End.

I Haven't Been on Hiatus

Apologize for the span of time for this blog. Better-half keep recap me to update this blog sphere and I, myself too noticed that I have not made any update on this blog for quite sometime..few days.. :)
A bunch of bits and pieces have ‘disappeared’ from the time when I last posted together with a 2 days trip to beach-holiday (that was so remarkable), a 4 days voyage to hometown, and a tonne of work, my hectic days. Believe or not, I’m fully occupied when at work. Hurhhh. Essentially, I'd love to blog daily, but my daily job doesn’t allow me to do so). uhuk-uhuk. Even if, everyday I come across something I want to share here - somehow I just end up not having the time any longer. These days, I usually sleep late and I wake up early. Tapi, okay what, because I still do have time to do blog hopping. ;)

Yesterday, I was scheduled to attend a job interview at X company which I looking forward to. It’s great news to hear, however, due to certain circumstances, I’ve postponed it to next week, perhaps on Wednesday/Thursday. Hurm……I’m looking for a new job and it’s reasonable. Of course, my first intend is great pay, plus I wanna find a challenging job. I did some study about that public-listed company before sit for this becoming interview, and I wish to endeavor it at my best level. InsyaAllah.

We, better half, faiz and me, are going back to hometown tonight and it’s unplanned. Baby Neo didn’t chase us. *sob sob* I’ve called Mama just now, and she sounds happy with this. I do miss her a lot.

Oh! Better half is on his way to fetch me; I need to go. Daa.

You'll Be Missed.

News that I heard from Farah this morning made me blow, my team leader, Krishna will be leaving us tomorrow to pursue another job opportunity. I heard this news before but I never thought it will happen very soon.. =(


Krishna dear, your big decision today will change your life path forever. Maybe I sound like a fortune cookie, but I hope nothing but the best. You and your amazing work here will be missed. It was awesome working with you and we’ll definitely miss you. I wish you well on your new exciting endeavors. :)

Cheers to you!

*sangat sedih*

unexpectedly, i received this..

I am bored.

i’m getting headache. I’m bored. There are so many tasks to be done. It s*cks. Gosshhh!

Cleansing Tea

Many people just go about their lives planning to get healthy but can never find the time to do it.. Yes folks, I’m one of them…
Most of us need some form of detoxification, and one of common method of detoxification is drinking detox tea, thus I’ve bought a box of detox tea last night… to be exact, Kinohimitsu J’pan D’tox Tea, peppermint flavor.I shall start the habit of consuming detox tea in the mornings, so that my body gets cleansed during the nights when the system is at rest.. I haven’t try mine yet, will do tonight, perhaps. Huhuhu.. hoping that it has a good taste……………

.......yet again.

Hi folks,
Oh! I can’t express how much I missed my diary….
Last 2 days, I was on medical leave.. I’m not so well and I’m still suffering with fever, it have turned me away from steal a look to this blog sphere.. I’ve seek for two doctors and I was given with panadol, two type of medicine for flu, a few packets of oral rehydration salts to replace my body fluids, a packet of lozenges and banyak lagiiii…
Last week, I had a nice beach holiday, enough said.. =)
Eyyyyy, everyone loves beach holidays, isn’t it?

As I’m not in good health, let’s pictures do the talking.. When i arrived at home, I feel relax, refreshed, and ready for work. Anddd my heart does speak softly …. “When can I go on beach holidays once more?”

Happy Anniversary, Flame

Last December is our 2nd Anniversary.

We have been through so much together and yet the time has flown by.

Loving better-half is just so easy. Yes, it’s true that every relationship involves a certain amount of compromise, but having to compromise for someone you love so much is never a burden.

He asked me, what do I love about him?...
He is sincere, caring and a loving man. Most likely the thing I love most about better-half is the fact that he loves me, even with all my imperfections and weaknesses. He proves that he means it by the way he treats me. He has made me the happiest I have ever been.

Dear, I know, you’re always losing sleep about the puzzle that we have to cope with before we reach the day when will “tie the knot”. No fret. Believe me, I have cherished every moment since the day we met… Happy Anniversary, dear.

Holiday

Peeps,
Four (or maybe five) of us are going to beach holiday this weekend. My first picking is Port Dickson, as its takes just over an hour by car to pass through from Kuala Lumpur and Port Dickson has one of the longest beaches in Malaysia. I’ve booked an apartment, Marina Crescent for us to stay there. Yeahhh… I guess, this is one of the natural alternatives to slow down and relax like a cat ...teeeee-heee.. hurm, lately, my work became more distressing and painful you know...urghhh… I need this holiday to heighten my energy and I’m glad for it.. *smile*
Erm.. Talking about things that need to be packed when going for holiday... I must have eyeglasses, my medications, disposable wipes, maps (perlu ke?), cool & comfortable clothing, jacket, and long trouser, rubber sandals and plastic bags. Oh ya! Toiletries as well. Hehuuuu. I was told that, kettle, microwave, fridge, rice cooker are available. Thought to bring some foods then we can have our-own-cooked-food. Heeee.

Oh! It’s time for tea. Off.

Wishlist

I’m craving for this superior comfort Clarks original. Ohhh! This ‘luscious’ Crave Pretty pink- shoe has everything…super-comfort, attractive styling and quality…. rather than glitz and glamour!

Hurm… but… this shoe is not in my ‘must-get’ list……………….. I need ‘to close the eyes’ or ‘pay no heed’ to it first……….

*sob sob*

Countdown.

Folks, as this is my opening post for year 2009, I would like to wish everyone Happy New Year & a Prosperous 2009 to all!
So how’s your New Year celebration, darling? Where did you hang out? Did you go out to celebrate with your buddies? Went to watch some singers screamed their lungs out?
As I reached home around 8 o’clock from office, better-half and I just headed to Sunway Pyramid around 9pm.

ta-dah! i'm ready for countdown...

We just stay around there for half an hour and since the celebration didn’t go as well as I had hoped, we decided to shift to The Curve, yes there’s got some countdown events (huge fireworks and street party if I’m not mistaken). There’s huge crowds of people too… sgt sesak and jalan jammed. We managed to join the crowds to for countdown and watched the fire works. Perfect fireworks I could say. =)

After that, we forwarded to Kg Baru for foods and to get together with some friends. With my darling, Ira. As she's staying in Kedah, we manage to assemble once a year.

With my sweet, Yani.

ouchhh! Time to get back to work!

NEW YEAR 2009 RESOLUTION

The New Year is just hours away and we're about to change from 2008 to 2009. I live in appealing times for year 2008 and I think 2009 is going to be a little too remarkable. Insha’Allah.
It’s a time to wonder about on the changes we want to make and resolve to follow through on those changes. it seem so hard for me to pass this year but I enjoy the challenges Allah s.w.t bring to me, it give me a good message for all the not a success happened this year and also make me discover to more new things and see true colors of people around me. Over the years, I’ve made several decrees that have worked out very well, and some that haven’t worked at all. Hee-hee. But, I’ve always learned from them and am glad that I’ve at least tried them before. As I’ve been thinking about what to do for 2009, it keeps getting tangled with the other posy of things churning around in my mind.

To be precise, I’ve been thinking concerning the economy conditions. I supposedly change my spending behavior. And I thought In order for me to alter my behavior, I need to make a list of my ‘need’ and ‘un-need’ expenses at the time I’m getting my salary, isn’t it? hurm… . That’s one of my resolutions for 2009. Ow ya! I wish that I can learn something new…. Seriously I had no idea, folks! I had no idea what to learn and grasp but my heart just tell me I should learn something new. Further my study and broaden my knowledge, so that it will increase my wages, maybe…? Insya Allah. I’ll try to figure out this but yea…. Will certainly want to be taught something new in my life! *grins*

2009 onwards, I wish that I could spend more time with my family, and my main concern is my much-loved mum. Yes, our relationship was still so close but I need more, more time with my darling mommy….

And InsyaAllah, for this becoming 2009, we’re ready to ‘say "I do"’.. *smile*

New year 2009 is a “reward” from Allah s.w.t. We have done nothing to ought to have it, work for it, or purchased it. Like the air we respire, time comes to us as a part of our life, we can’t bring back all the time. Once it is gone, it is vanished. Yesterday is lost forever and tomorrow is doubtful. We may look forward at a full year’s block of time, but we really have no assurance that we will experience any of it.

Thus, enjoy life to its fullest and have a very Happy New Year!

My Presumption

My presumption is the title for this blog should be changed to The Hectic, Tiring and Eventful Life of Ellena. Am I correct? *sigh*

My life is so busy that I feel like I’m getting nothing accomplished, my to do list only gets longer and longer. yerrr…..that’s my life. I’ve got so many things I enjoy that are not getting much time right now. It’s a never ending process. So what is there to do? I don’t know really, but I’m going to try to create myself a to-do list for the hours ahead of the work day, do what I can throughout the time fixed for different tasks, and make myself halt on the task that has been scheduled knowing that I have a time set aside to work on whatever is trying to turn me away.

Will this work, people?

I don’t know..

But I’m hoping that those will help a lot. Hurrghh.
Now what to do about the regular tiredness, I don’t know. I’m dense…

i'm getting fat.

Our First Debut!

Yesterday, i managed to debut in a bazaar that was organized by The Thread Zoo at Cap Square. It was my first time ever participating in a bazaar. So much fun! Definitely, I’m waiting for the next ‘event’. Yay!

My Preeteh Tee; P

All of us know the economic circumstance is mostly doom and misery… but I can’t stop myself from digging into the best clothes heee-heee.
Err.. in this ‘terrible’ financial condition, I need this.. can i?.. uhu.

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ta-dahhh...

My Preeteh AX Tee; P that i managed to grab last week.. wu~huuuu